*taps* is this thing still on?

So uh, “At least one post a month” didn’t really work, did it? Yikes.


You know what else didn’t work?

“I have enjoyed my job with the NT and am genuinely looking forward to going back once the season begins!” (Me, January)

Weee-elllll. A combination of a weak application on my part and really well experienced candidates means I didn’t actually end up back with the National Trust.

I’ll be real, it was a shock and briefly upsetting. But hey, two years with a fantastic organisation, a lovely manager and a chance to work in beautiful surroundings, what could be better?

Well, a fantastic organisation, a lovely manager, a chance to work in beautiful surroundings – and a permanent contract! The day I got my rejection email, I started job searching and – taking on board the feedback from NT – filled in an application with English Heritage that very day (in fact the last day the applications were open!).

Didn’t I just get the job?

I’m so pleased – I loved working at NT, but my new role with EH encompasses elements of both the jobs I did at NT and more, so it’s really fulfilling and a chance to learn new skills. I get to move around the site a lot more and that involves toddling between a 19th century mansion and a 14th century castle via a Grade-1 Listed quarry garden. So it’s not bad really!

This shifting from one job to another goes to show you’ll end up where you’re meant to be, even if things don’t seem that way initially.


In other positive news – guess what I’ve done?


Sent in my very last essay with the Open University! Now, whatever result I get, I’m gonna be a graduate! After 5 years, I have a degree!


Just as anyone that’s undertaken formal education, a lot of what I’ve learnt has been about myself and my learning methods. I don’t think it’s been until this very last year that I’ve truly believed in myself and my academic abilities – despite doing very respectably at every level of education, I’ve fostered a massive impostor syndrome. I don’t think I’ve ever appreciated all the skills I’ve gained and the work I’ve put into learning, until this last course. In a way that’s sad – I don’t think I’ve gotten as much out of my learning journey so far because I haven’t seen myself as a ‘real’ learner. On the other hand, I have a degree!


One of the hardest things of this degree has been doing it at home – I found time management and motivation very difficult and it has been quite lonely, without many physical meetings with other students. However, when I did actually go to a brick and mortar university, I had those same issues – and was even more lonely because I was surrounded by lots of people but very few friends.


I am hoping to go to a uni for a masters degree, hopefully all the lessons I’ve learnt along the way will see me in good stead!


I have plenty more to say (it’s been 6 months after all!), but I’ll save it for another post! I’ll end with a photo of a bluebell that I took earlier, since it’s so gorgeous!





A little life update

Yiiiikes, I know it’s been a while between updates on this blog, so I figured, what about a quick general life update?


  • At the end of February, my Mum and I took advantage of some cheap rail tickets and had a quick visit to London! We had a great time visiting Kew Gardens and enjoyed the orchid display there:
mum and me

Mum and me selfie!


The very best part of the trip though? My niece was born! Bless her, she had a hard time of it, but now 5 months later she’s doing so well! Little AK-Danger is the cutest baby ever! No pictures, so you’ll have to take my word for it!


  • In late March/early April, I left my old job as a retail monkey with a large DIY/trade supplier and began a new retail job with the National Trust. Although I had no issues with my old job, I am really happy I made this change! My new work environment is beautiful, and the team I’m a part of is very positive and supportive, which makes it a lovely place to work. Unfortunately this job is a step down in hours and pay, but this has meant I’ve got the time to volunteer in the stately home on the estate. This has also been a wonderful experience – it’s been improving my communication skills and I’ve been learning lots about the place where I work. The only fly in the ointment with all of this is the fact that the job is temporary, until late December. Still, it’s fantastic experience and I feel I suit this job much better than I did my old one.

Oh – and I get to wear skirts to work! No more uncomfortable jeans, unless I so choose 😉

yes, I like my job so much I bought a hat with the logo!

yes, I like my job so much I bought a hat with the logo!


  • I went to Eastercon! Eastercon is an annual SF/F convention and it’s definitely one I have a soft spot for. This year was particularly exciting, as I was on a panel! We chatted about fandom and fic and it was lots of fun. In fact, the entire con was a lot of fun this year, I think because it was in Glasgow it was a bit smaller than some of the previous ones, but I think that made for a nice, friendly atmosphere. I’m really looking forward to next year’s Eastercon – Dysprosium, which will be held in London.
part of one of the crafty panels, where I made a bitchin flower!

part of one of the crafty panels at Eastercon, where I made a bitchin flower!


  • I recently finished my modules on the Open University for this academic year! I didn’t enjoy either module as much as I’d hoped, and I worry that that has affected my scores. For one module I gained a Level 3 pass, which is equivalent to a 2:2, if I understand correctly. For the other module I’ve yet to get my result, but my fingers are crossed for a Level 2 pass! I’ve also signed up for two Level 3 modules, which will begin in October – Shakespeare: Text and Performance  and also Myth in the Classical World. It’s going to be a lot of work (equivalent to your final year at Uni, I think), but I’m hoping that I shall be able to cope. Part of the reason I was so happy to get my new job is that I felt the hours would be more conducive to studying. And who knows, if all goes well, this time next year I shall have a degree! Live in hope, eh?


As well as those fairly big events, I’ve had tons of days out here and there and I’ve been busily acquainting myself with a new fandom – ice hockey! Still trying to figure out an NHL team to support, I started with Toronto, but I’m now favouring Montreal and Columbus… I’ll see how they shape up next season, I guess.


Oh, I’m going to do a bigger post about this soon, but I’m also going to Nine Worlds and Worldcon next month, and I’ll be on panels in both! That’s very exciting for me, although I’m still pretty nervous! I’m sure it’ll go ok though, right?


I think that’s enough selfies/rambling, so I’ll leave it here. What have you been up to? Any new or exciting changes in your life?